The happy three friends just left five minutes ago and alone in the empty, quiet condo, I still don't know how to feel about us finally deciding to give up on submitting an entry to the AB Film Festival. Might this mark the start of a bad streak in our aspirational filming path? Lol I laugh at the thought that we actually have one of those. Filming is our may-december love affair.

Anyway.

Since the deadline of submission ends with the strike of noon, it's best we all move on. I don't know about the others, but I, in particular, have a lot of things to think about out!

Today, I took a pass for the shoot of our own film rendition of "Like water for chocolate" for Lit class since, as I said, the three friends had just left and the rest of my groupmates had probably been there for two hours already. But gaaad, there are still a lot more things I need to take care of! How pitiful this lazy toad of a girl is. Especially since dad has not sent us our weekly allowance yet and I refuse to start this week without financial backing.

A few of the things taking up a quarter of my mind:

1. The 35th Pautakan shoot - One college still has not submitted their list of members, and three others have not replied with when they will be available for the Photoshoot!

2. Saving up to make up for that two grand I lost over the internet. - I got scammed. I got over it.

3. Paying for all the stuff I ordered (two ill-earth shirts, a baseball hat, fivers, and a starbucks planner) - I like to believe that I am a rich girl with conyo problems

4. Pull through with plans! The fearless tattoo, the cousin tattoo, the Hot Air Balloon Festival, and the trip to Tuguegarao! - My cousin and I are going to get matching tattoos in full belief that we are never going to break up because we are family. We are each getting another tattoo of our own liking, too! But we don't know where we're getting our tats done yet. As for the two trips... Asdfghjk :D

5. WeLegendary February drops. - I think the fact that I got scammed is a wake up slap from God telling me to stop ordering things online and just go to tangible stores.

6. The masked B&W film. - Because these...

...are too awesome to keep inside tumblr. Plus, I might feel better about myself if I actually direct a film instead of letting people tell me what to do during shooting and then stressing out because the direction of the film does not occur to me at the period of final editing.

7. Cubao X Sundays. - The first cubao x episode was with three of my favorite Varsitarian friends. The second was with the cousin and his fraternity brother. The third one with the bestfriend marked the start of what is supposed to become Cubao X Sundays. Why Sunday? Yun lang free time eh. And just what is it about Cubao X that I love so much? I don't know, but I do. I really, really do.

8. Saying good bye to fast food. - This is my Chinese New Year Resolution.

I pray that I'd get to fulfill these eight measely things for once.I mean, if I got passed the Prelimenary Exams without as much hurt as I expected, might I please get through these too? I can only hope.

    Ikaw ay parang paningin ng mga taong sumisisid sa kalaliman ng dagat-- Malabo.

    --Eugene Balbas, 2012. Quote insertion because I feel very malabo about that last paragraph.